oooooweee!

So as I was looking at my sideview in the potty bathroom at work I was wondering..do I look a lil smaller? Well, it may have been the shirt or perhaps I've lost enough weight to show a difference? When I went to pick up my son from daycare school, the teacher there asked if I was dieting because she could tell. She said as I was walking back to my van after dropping him off this morning she was like, ooooo she's losing weight! I need to lose weight in my feet and legs so my feet and ankles will stop swelling up a bit when I wear my cute new wedges shoes! If I didn't say it before, I didn't think I'd like wedges, but well, here I am now with 3 pairs of tall wedge heeled shoes and one pair low wedge heeled shoes. :D I'm at that point again where I'm wanting to dress up a lil bit more.

Despite finding out today from the boss that the closing of my position at school at been completed and while she thinks she'll be able to get it back open and to not sign anything until I know for certain it won't be reopened, I can't wait. I have to apply, and then I'll be in a bind if I'm offered a position. On the one hand, I like my current position. On the other, if my position is reopened, what happens if either it or the entire school (BIG BIG IF, don't wanna speak life anything anything) is closed after 09-10? Then I'm right along with the crowd looking for a new position. All I know is I need to work. I have to work. I guess I wanna work ;), and I'd rather teach as my work. Despite all of that, I'm good. Not feeling horrible. Just sleepy...and kinda anxious. So yeah, it's sleepy time.